I suppose I don’t have much to say today. This last week has been harder than the last, if you can believe it. I’ve had crying spells every single day. The tears just flow endlessly, and I can’t seem to stop them. I still can’t think, and that’s one thing that leads to my tears. Plus, my fears seem so powerful right now, as if they’re zapping all the energy out of me. I’m scared of everything. The future. What my depression is doing to my family. How I’m ever going to come out of this. If I’m ever going to stop all this crying. Because I know the crying gets me nowhere, and yet I can’t seem to stop. I used to be so strong, and now I just feel weak. I know I need to find the strength deep down inside that the depression has buried. I just don’t feel very strong right now. And I HATE this!!!
Thanks for listening, friends. xoxo
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