Good afternoon, friends. How are you doing today? It’s been another tough week for me. I actually cried a lot this weekend for the first time in quite awhile. I called the doctor last week, and he increased my antidepressant. This depression struggle is taking it all out of me. I can’t think. I’m confused all the time. I can barely write anymore. I feel like everything in my world is changing, and I can’t seem to make anything right again.
It wouldn’t be so bad if I could at least think, but my mind is so foggy. I can’t remember anything, and things that once came easily to me are a struggle now. Do you remember how I used to say that I never in a million years wanted to be normal? Well, for the first time, I find myself wanting just that. To be normal. To not be scared and afraid and worried and sad every single day. I’m trying to find the answers to all these questions, but I can’t seem to find them anywhere.
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