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Thursday, October 29, 2009

Starts All Over Again.

For the first time, I didn’t have any one particular person in mind when I wrote this. A few days later, I re-read it, and immediately thought, “Wow, that pretty much sums up my entire self-imposed roller coaster ride with Crush Boy.” Ever had any experiences like this? I’d love to hear about them.


I can barely stand it when you look at me
Your smile and those eyes, you’re making it so hard to breathe
Do you see how awkward I can be?
So I try to say something, but end up stuttering instead

The way your eyes burned into mine yesterday
I swore you knew exactly what I was thinking
Apparently you never felt the same
But in this dream of mine
It’s just you and me, dancing to a silent symphony
How did you ever find your way inside my head?
So intense, I can barely catch my breath
Just when I think it’s over finally
That’s when I see you and it starts all over again

I’m surprised you haven’t picked up on my feelings by now
With my awkward stare and my hands shaking
I feel my resistance weakening whenever you’re around
It’s because of you that I’m still believing

The way your eyes burned into mine yesterday
I swore you knew exactly what I was thinking
Apparently you never felt the same
But in this dream of mine
It’s just you and me, dancing to a silent symphony
How did you ever find your way inside my head?
So intense, I can barely catch my breath
Just when I think it’s over finally
That’s when I see you and it starts all over again

I saw you again yesterday
For a split second, you held my gaze
Maybe the next time we meet
I’ll look you in the eyes and tell you everything

The way your eyes burned into mine yesterday
I swore you knew exactly what I was thinking
Apparently you never felt the same
But in this dream of mine
It’s just you and me, dancing to a silent symphony
How did you ever find your way inside my head?
So intense, I can barely catch my breath
Just when I think it’s over finally
That’s when I see you and it starts all over again

The way your eyes burned into mine yesterday
I swore you knew exactly what I was thinking
Apparently you never felt the same
But in this dream of mine
It’s just you and me, dancing to a silent symphony
How did you ever find your way inside my head?
So intense, I can barely catch my breath
Just when I think it’s over finally
That’s when I see you and it starts all over again

Every time I see you
It’s everything you do
So intense, I can hardly catch my breath
And then it starts all over again

Starts all over again…
Starts all over again…
Starts all over again…


[Photo via Audrey Hepburn Complex]

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Comments

  1. ...Seyma... says

    Thursday, October 29, 2009 at 10:47 pm

    OMG!! this is great!!

    yeah, i've felt that way once in my life.. and it was soooooo beautiful.. but it was ruined somehow so here i am..with a different person..

    love.

    Reply
  2. Peaches says

    Friday, October 30, 2009 at 10:25 am

    wow… that is the the writing down of everything I've been going through recently… unfortunately as it suggests it was basically all at my end… I'm a terrible one for the good ol' adolescent crush… unfortunate he moved away the other day and my precarious happiness based on things as small as walking past him in the morning faded away…

    Reply
  3. Sadako says

    Friday, October 30, 2009 at 4:20 pm

    I really liked this–very close to how I've felt so many times!!

    Reply
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